I feel like i just read 7 pages of repetitive text. The author doesn't seem to grasp the very basic rule of "show, don't tell". The author is trying too hard to sound deep and the protagonist just comes across as a middle aged emo teenager. "Look at me, I'm so sensitive, I've been through so much. I'm so deep. I'm in such pain. So philosophical. Me me me. And it's not my fault that I'm going to leave my wife, Eric made me do it."
Grow up already.
Grow up already.